it's almost 3 months since i left the Philippines. By this time, I should be okay already. I should've adjusted myself already. I don't think of what and who i left when i am at work, but on rest days, I always end up devastated. God how much i miss my family and friends. Maybe I'm not used of staying at home for rest days. I would love to go out and see the beauty of Doha, but it's not possible cause you always need money to search something here in Doha. I am tightening my belt so i could pay for all my debts and to send money for my family. I miss my girlfriend so much. I wasn't, really, prepared for this. I have given her all my time, and now it's hard having all the time for myself. I end up crying over petty series and Filipino Movies.
I'm not like the other OFWs that has roommate that has the same job as i do. I can't be with my sister-in-law who's my only family here in Doha, because it's not allowed. I'm not like the other OFW's that came to this country with a job, i needed to search for it, I'm not like the other Nurses who went here and expecting to do a work they have practiced. It's hard to be alone really. Alone in a foreign country. I have friends at work indeed, but on rest days they have different things to do. Soon i will have my new room mate, but i know he would not make a difference. It's hard but i know God will always see my sacrifices. Soon He will repay it.
This is the hardest part of being away from love ones. I should not feel home sick. I prayed for this. Now I'm praying to God to provide me with all the strength i need to hold on to everything. and i pray that soon all my sacrifices will be worth it.
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