Letter to Babe :)

Dear Babe,

Hi babe.  2 weeks na since you left, and guess what MISS na kita. (surprised!!) sa dalawang linggo na yun mahal I can say na nag si-sink in na you're not here anymore so i need to re-function. I missed you na mahal grabe (surprise!!) haha

Nakakatuwa mahal, The first episode of Maalaala mo kaya after you left was a love story between a filipino and a korean who, in the first time, the filipina didn't like the korean. It was a love story, and the drama was superficial, but i was crying like hell. i couldn't help it. And i asked myself "bakit ako umiiyak sa simpleng drama na to."  hindi ko alam at first but after i realize, cause it was Valentines pala.. I was never inggit of people going out on Valentines day, but i was really inggit now, not by celebrating, but by being with their partners. 

People noticed me being quiet on the first week. yeah i was, looking sad. but my work gave me diversional activities. but i still think about you. i admit i was disturbed.. but i cope with it. Sometimes you make errors or mistakes, but as long as it doesnt jeopardize paient's well being, i believe there is no issue, Im sad truly sad. That some of them tell me "what's happening with you. di ka naman ganyan dati". diba babe you know naman when i work, either I'm sad, and I'm pissed, i still work hard. HARDER even. And because sa kunting pag kakamali na yun kailangan ko tuloy sabihin "pasensya na po, nalulungkot kasi ako nung iniwan mo ko". yes mahal malungkot ako, pero pag trabaho naman I still function well. hay :( pero hayaan ko na yun. basta ako alam ko magaling ako, and if i'm good everyone will tell. 

2 weeks na rin kami halos nag prapractice ng sayaw ni Dra. Villar mahal. chacha, Rumba at jive. Naging daan din yun mahal na maging close kay dra villar. alam mo mahal ang cool nya. meron yung time na practice kami tapos yung sleeve nya tinataas nya, para syang si ate px nun. hehe tapos nag rounds sya ngay sa ward ko di kami nag pansinan, serious serious kami dalawa, tapos when it came to dancing na, ayun kalog uli. hehe bukas na po yung competition. sana manalo kami..hehehe

tapos kahapon lang naman alam mo ba nalaman ko na all the while ako pala iniisip nila kish at angel na nag imbento ng "powerpuff". i was really pissed mahal kasi i advise them pa na ituloy lang nila ang trabaho nila kahit anong sabihin nila.. tapos ako din lang pala ang iniisip nya na gumawa nung, hay.kasi daw yun ang sabi sa kanila. Ano ba naman yun, di nalang nila naisip na mas iisipin ko pa yung umalis ka kesa pag usapan sila. halos di ko na nga lang pinapansin ang mga issue sa hospital ako pa din ang naiisue. sikat talaga ako,..

Babe, i love you. i miss you. Mag payaman ka ng magpayaman ha.hehehehe

forever and ever,

babe