Hear the anxious heart

I know. That i was very impulsive about my decisions. Today i have almost been in a situation that i would not want to, a situation where in the first place i wasn't happy, a situation where i will almost be doomed. But i have said yes. and for hours, I make myself believe I've done a great decision. I wasn't happy about it. I said yes, because of hopelessness. I know it's absurd. I prayed, for a second i thought nothing will change now that i committed. But He works in mysterious ways. He know i'm not happy with my decision, so He made his own ways of telling me that. I have been lucky that I can pull out on the decision. It was very mysterious it's almost evening but still someone answered the phone. I'm freaking anxious. about everything. I am not sure what is in store for me. But God just made a miracle tonight. He pulled me out of a jail-like situation. So whatever it is that in stake for me, I will grab it but with a thought. I just hope all is well tomorrow.

Xander