Thursday, October 22, 2009

The Ambitions i had when i was younger. Believe It or Not.. :)

when i went to batangas, i met this kid named Pyrus. A good looking kid who wanted to be a NPA and A Killer when he grow up. Tawa ako ng tawa. if only that boy knew what he's talking about. but then i realized my ambitions growing up, what went wrong, and what finally inspire me to continue my Nursing Profession, i said, mas marami pa nga ako naging pangarap sa batang ito.

When we were in our school age days, Nauso ang autograph. What's your favorite color? favorite food? favorite teacher? Who's ur crush? what's your Ambition. I never write "I want to become a Nurse someday".. i always write "i want to become a Mechanic". haha yep, thats true. That ambition started when i was able to fix our vintage aircon. basta some part of that machine was broken and i was able to fix that.

Aside from becoming a superhero with a super powers, i also wished to become a policeman someday. funny, but true though. i felt that time it was really nice to become a police. I always wanted Guns, and action movies. kaya of what i become now, akalain mo bang nais ko rin pala maging pulis. haha

When i stepped in Grade 6, i started dancing, and singing. and i realized im gifted with a voice. i wanted to become a singer. but there's a big BUT there, i wanted to become a singer without joining any singing contest. Yung tipong discover lang. hehe

when i was first year highschool, i started to talk in front of the people.. interviewing them, asking them anything other the sun. I, then, wanted to become a Host. Kaya first year highchool pa lang, i made up my mind to take Mass Communication as my course win college, I was really decided until i was about to enter 2nd year. My mostache started to come out, pimples, acnes, my hair never went in good place, my voice become much deeper, my belly started to pop out. i was really devastated and told my self, no UGLY person can be a TV Host/ a News Anchor. Change Plan. but i really cant think of a course that suits be other than that. it was really devastating to me.

When i was in third year, Nursing course was booming out. was i interested? not at all. i thought of becoming a lawyer, but not that i understimated myself, i just cant take constitutions, crimes, justices, etc. I wanted to become a doctor, but i cant because we are not rich. kawawa naman ako, mag 4 4th year na hindi ko pa alam ang gusto ko. the first months of my 4th year, i decided to take accountancy.. pero nagbago ihip ng hangin afterwards.

Nung 4th year na ko, i took Entrance exam for Nursing in St. Louis University. I passed. 5 out of like 75 passed that exam for nursing. And i was one of that five student. i enrolled myself to nursing, but i know i never liked it. sayang lang kasi yung privilege na makasama sa 5 na pumasa na yun. pero after one year, i stopped. ayoko talaga ng nursing. i stopped for one semester to figure out, ano ba tlga ang gusto ko.. then i was decided to enroll in dentistry.

I was with Geeson Led, when i decided to enroll Dentistry. I have my transfer credentials already. pero when i was about to pass my req'ts, bigla nyang sinabi na " Sayang naman yung isang taon mo, kawawa naman magulang mo papaaral sayo, tapusin mo nalang itong nursing".. hay na carried away naman daw ako, ayun nag enrol naman daw ako uli sa nursing..

I never liked Nursing, but i began loving it when i met my girlfriend. She inspired me to continue this profession and i was happy that i did. now, i super love talking with the patients, and so excited about duties.lalo pag sa operating room.. Now I'm a registered Nurse. and i Am happy.

regrets? yup sometimes. My frustrations of becoming ACCOUNTANT, LAWYER, POLICE, and TV/ NEWS ANCHOR. pero may hihilingin pa ba naman ako? Tapos ako., That's what matters most..

2 comments:

  1. Bottom line, you're destined to be a nurse. :)

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  2. i know right! hehe i missed you tol :)

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