I should be happy. Finally, we don't have financial struggle. We can almost buy anything we want unlike for the past 2 years that we almost just "work to pay bills". As of today, we don't have savings, but at least we don't have debt as well. I can say that we are (a bit) stable. I have a car now so it will not be hard for me to go anywhere we want. We saved 25% of our allowances from transport. yet, I know that Money can't give (so much) happiness.
OK. I was fine. I forgot almost every problem i had for the past years. but sometimes, or often times, i will feel like Life is being unfair with me. About everything. I wish i could enumerate but really I can't find the will to write it down.
It is very very wrong way to start the month but I just want to lessen the burden to at least write down that Life is being unfair with me. It's like everything I do doesn't matter. Even if I work harder, My life doesn't change. I know it's bad to compare yourself to others, but you cant help it to see people having a good life when you know that you deserve it as well. I have been nothing but a good person but why can't i feel blessed. I appreciate my life (of course) and I know that i am more blessed than others, but, I just cant help to get jealous of the people, cause i (know ) I'm better than them.
I could write more, but I don't want to spread nega vibes for my readers. I know that even if I don't share it with social media, some will still read this, If you did, I'm sorry :( I'm supposed to give you good vibes with my kakulitan but i just lost it.. for a while.
OK. I was fine. I forgot almost every problem i had for the past years. but sometimes, or often times, i will feel like Life is being unfair with me. About everything. I wish i could enumerate but really I can't find the will to write it down.
It is very very wrong way to start the month but I just want to lessen the burden to at least write down that Life is being unfair with me. It's like everything I do doesn't matter. Even if I work harder, My life doesn't change. I know it's bad to compare yourself to others, but you cant help it to see people having a good life when you know that you deserve it as well. I have been nothing but a good person but why can't i feel blessed. I appreciate my life (of course) and I know that i am more blessed than others, but, I just cant help to get jealous of the people, cause i (know ) I'm better than them.
I could write more, but I don't want to spread nega vibes for my readers. I know that even if I don't share it with social media, some will still read this, If you did, I'm sorry :( I'm supposed to give you good vibes with my kakulitan but i just lost it.. for a while.
