My girlfriend is having her contract signing to work as a Nurse in Jordan as of this very moment that i am typing. Honestly, I don't know what exactly should i feel. I am happy for her, because of millions of applicants, she was chosen, but i am really really... i don't know.. sad maybe? I've planned the rest of the year and to have something that wasn't included, it was really hard to adjust. Ok. I admit. I don't know if i will function well without her. She will be miles away by then. I can't watch a cinema alone, shop alone, dine alone. I cant go anywhere without her. I will surely miss her. :( In 5 years this will be the longest time that we will be apart. She haven't gone yet, but thinking of it make me sick. I have love doing things with her. but i am happy, really. At least in Jordan, her work will be paid well.
I just don't know what to feel. I ain't feeling anything right now. I just hope everything will be fine..
